footprints within journey...

影响我一生的N句话??

2009-06-08T10:59:00.000-07:00

1 活到老学到老
2 欲治其国者，先治其家；欲治其家者，先治其身
3 天生我材必有用
4 清水出芙蓉，天然去雕饰
5 返璞归真
6 just do it
7 先有伯乐，后有千里马；千里马常有，而伯乐不常有
8 对力量的领悟：
（a.) 人不是因为得到了力量才变得强大，而是为了得到那股强大的力量才让自己变得更强大
(b.) 假如不把自己变得更强大，就会失去身边的人
（c.) 不管身上藏有几千种武器，也奈何不了肚皮里的一把枪啊...
9 Allocating the right person into the right position--人物资源管理
10 ...

理发

2008-12-10T03:25:00.000-08:00

走进店里，
告诉老板，我要剪光头，就像照片里的，
老板就开始
喀嚓！喀嚓！
喀嚓！喀嚓！
一撮撮黑发就从我眼前掉落。
剪完了，付了钱，走出店，
一阵凉风吹来，
一句话：
爽！

羡慕

2008-11-03T08:49:00.000-08:00

一直以来，我都一直好羡慕那些时常能发自内心微笑的人。
因为，我无法办到。

原来...

2008-11-03T00:59:00.000-08:00

原来，
我真正要的，
不是什么温柔体贴，
也不是漂亮大方，
更不是火辣性感，
我要的
只是
在我还未累倒之前，
想找个依靠而已...
*~没有永远的超人~*

该是时候了...

2008-10-29T05:21:00.000-07:00

老师说，我们必须懂得保护自己，更必须懂得保护另一半。

从今天起，我将会禁欲，离女色，近佛法，好好调式自我身心，长达数年。谨记谨记。

松一口气~

2008-10-25T18:30:00.000-07:00

放下了终于
虽然很不舍
既然性格不符那又何必勉强彼此在一起呢
之前的日子过得有点辛苦
因为放不下
或许还眷恋着她躲在怀抱里的温柔吧！
如今都随风消逝了
我也该收拾心情
从新出发咯！
前几晚读了某某的文章
才明了
或许我放不下
真的只是要一个女友在身边
牵手拥抱亲吻
所以放了

但我还是要谢谢她
她影响了我好多
而我也开始成长
在感情成长的道路上
得到了个教训
也让我更明白
我真正要的是什么

谢谢啦我的过去
我的未来你听到我在找你吗？
不知道她是否听到我在叫她呵呵

没那么爱他

2008-10-25T02:21:00.000-07:00

歌手:范玮琪专辑：一比一

你有权利情绪化
你不一定要坚强
但有些事情不能伪装
别为自己设了框
我懂失去的悲伤
也懂进退的挣扎
但想起过去都是失望
又何必要放不下
是习惯还是爱
不放心还是不甘心
只有你自己知道解答
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
编织过的梦想
自己也可以抵达
谁说一定要有他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下

我懂失去的悲伤
也懂进退的挣扎
但想起过去都是失望
又何必要放不下
是习惯还是爱
不放心还是不甘心
只有你自己知道解答
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
编织过的梦想
自己也可以抵达
谁说一定要有他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下
深呼吸抬头望
发现天空很宽广
这世界那么大
幸福总会在某个地方
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
拥有过的计划
留给值得的对象
你知道不会是他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下
认清了真心话
你就放得下

靠近

2008-10-24T05:19:00.000-07:00

李圣杰收放自如
走在人挤人的走道我问了自已
没有爱情的人是否会长命
那些电影常常让人感觉甜蜜
但是我不相信
坐在没有人的角落我又问自已
究竟应该继续还是该放弃
没有人能了解我现在的心情
想看你想躲你难以决定
每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去

坐在没有人的角落我又问自已
究竟应该继续还是该放弃
没有人能了解我现在的心情
想看你想躲你难以决定
每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去
能不能够让我再说我爱你
还是你已不想听
能不能够把你彻底的忘记
我是真的搞不清
每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去
只要你再相信
我们会轻轻地靠在一起

草书

2008-10-15T10:27:00.000-07:00

你是否曾经亲手埋葬过自己的儿时梦想？

当你发现他离你越来越远了，就快只看到一个小黑点的时候，你已经一脚把他踢进坟墓了。

一手又一手地将红棕色的泥土覆盖在他的身上。

曾经他是多么地顽皮好动啊！没有什么东西可以阻挡他玩乐，唯有现实的泥土。

现实的泥土把他压得快窒息，最终还是向阎王报到了。

梦想死了，方法做到了，人也成长了，变得一成不变，变得死板的。

人，真的成长了。

不再有梦想。

什么是梦想？

搞什么？！人就是酱简单。

~my self-judgement 4 second time~

2008-09-30T22:54:00.000-07:00

Myidk.com鑑定結果

您的精神年齡37歲

與您實際年齡差17歲

幼稚度28％

成熟度79％

老化度31％

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My KRS gals~ (feb '08 -- june '08)

2008-05-31T08:25:00.000-07:00

hello my fellow frens~! sry 2 keep u all waiting. long time i din post any new blog indeed. ok nvm, 2day i will publish my team, KRS PTHS while im working in right nw...

de moment they won de footdrill champion during de sch sports day

(16 April 2008)

in front de gate of smk teluk bahang, 4 de footdrill competition penang island zone
(28 April 2008)...kinda blur...

dats all... enjoy u guys~!^^

1st blog from dis year, year 2008

2008-03-11T09:56:00.000-07:00

it's 1 am nw. jz finished marking sum form 2 exam papers. sum did well, bt sum didn. hehe.

stpm has released by today. not gud, or can say is WORST, worst in my life. PA grade B, physics grade C-, chemistry grade D+ n lastly, maths, de subject i headache most, grade F. cant get myself in2 engineering courses, my future still floating on de surface of water, up n down, unstable. jz nw i appear off9 as i needed, jz let sum frens acknowledge my appearance. 1 of my fren did scold me, although she might nt, mayb jz advising, bt it makes me felt guilty, de moment jz lk a naughty child doing de wrong thing, stand straight in front of his mother, down his head, n waiting 4 de punishment. haha dun worry its nt ur fault! jz my feelings. who asked me nt doing well when exam leh... i noe is my fault, nt pushing myself while studies, nt dedicated myself everytime 2 read de books, decided nt use full strength 2 strive 4 victory, seems lk its nt a gud manner acted 2 ur opponent huh? sry la mr stpm, im jz nt dedicated, n i didn respect u well, n nw de result has released, i deserved wat shud i deserved. no choice. so, i hav 2 pay hard work 2 find a gud uni, continue my study life. i wont giv up. jz ym thought, if cant get a gud uni, how i supposed 2 get well-educated? ha...

b4 she off9, i meant my fren jz nw, she asked me nt 2 b worry, neither stpm results nor sch stuffs. haha! dun worry, i really gt nth, really. no suprise, no happiness ( it supposed nt 2 b), no sadness, no struggle, no pain. everything jz being... NORMAL. i still hav long way 2 go, dis cant stop me dis time. mayb dats de feeling called heart-dead. anyway i shud thx 2 her, still try 2 cheer me up no matter how busy she was, BAGA! she shud worry abt herself first. u dun hav self-confidence, bt u might havnt notice, u jz simply say so, bt ur body will lead u 2 do dats "impossible" to u, n u will called dis as "automatic". ha! how funny it is. haha, dats y u dun need 2 force urself too much. do as much as u can, den de luck will follow u everytime. well, i cant giv up, i wont giv up, sry 2 my lou yau again, i cant jump down from komtar wiv u yet, i gt work which still awaiting me 2 accomplish it. nw, i will focus on leading de phor tay krs 2 get champion when incoming sports day, n i will try my best 2 do it. MADA MADA DANE! ^^dun worry dun worry, im nth~ haha
oya, b4 i 4get, THX~~~! haha, u noe who i thx 2 la... keke...

(p.s. : wakao!! i neva thought dat i will write such long since i din blogging quite a longer time, geez...)

LOL! i'm nt a KID~!!! =P

2007-12-22T08:03:00.000-08:00

Myidk.com鑑定結果

您的精神年齡34歲

與您實際年齡差15歲

幼稚度36％

成熟度75％

老化度28％

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U neva noe... my heart was bleeding...

2007-12-10T09:09:00.000-08:00

...
A: haih
A: guan lai
A: in her heart
A: im still unable 2 take over his position from depth of her heart...
B: huh?
A: :S
A: sad mode activated
A: haih
A: sad...
A: though my face wont shown
A: bt my heart seems lk been cut down a piece
A: cheer me up plz...
B: huh
B: wat happen
A: erm...
A: hurted
A: me
B: who
B: me?
A: me la
A: nt u
A: =.=
A: im chasing a gal who far away from me
A: really far
A: nw i jz noe how wide our gap is
A: haih
B: huh
B: aiyo
B: put more effort lar
A: i whud lk 2...
A: haih
A: it jz make me faded
A: n faded more
A: nw i jz noe
A: no matter how hard i do
A: how hard i try
A: 2 cheer her up
A: means nth compare 2 a call which came from her ex
A: i dunno wats wrong 2 me
A: my heart...
A: jz been cut pieces
A: seems lk a flesh
A: a shell
A: doesnt noe abt his heart
A: he dun own a heart
A: bt sumth strange
A: very hrt
A: cum from inside
A: haih
B: oh
A: im tired
B: is lidat 1 lar
B: u go rest 1st.dun think so much d..
A: haha
A: haih
A: neva look b4 such sad m i
A: do u?
A: my luv so difficult...
A: i saw de present which will 4 her...
A:den it been cut again
A:1 piece
A: i dun dare 2 tell her dis
A: coz she oso very difficult rite nw
A: tell me
A: is dat luv so hard?
A: jz nw i jz lied 2 her
A: ask her kl eh address
A: she asked me y
A: i jz told her dat i gt fren wanna find a apartment from there
A: i dun dare 2 tell her dat i gt sumth 4 her
A: at last i went 2 her blog n read her new blog
A: i jz noe guan lai last nite
A: she's calling wiv him
A: n me
A: i jz wait at another side...
A: til i fell asleep finally
A: 2day
A: went 2 gurney 2 buy sumth 2 ready 2 send 2 her
A: den saw her blog
A: i jz noe guan lai de oni who able 2 make her smile again
A: nt me
A: de oni him
A: jz simple a call from him
A: n i meant nth
B: the gal love him
B: not u
A: yea i noe
A: i fell in luv wiv sum1 dats impossible 4 me...
B: ya
A: haih
A: first time i feel how loser i m
A: suak liao
A: go 2 sleep

...

For Her...

2007-12-01T09:26:00.000-08:00

除此之外
Say goodnight晚安
谢谢你陪我一整个夜晚
Close your eyes,be quiet
我明白你有自己的不安
很多来不及我不曾看见
我只遇见你的现在
不管你接受或离开
I hope to stay for a while
除此之外要你明白
你的笑我真是喜欢看
于是我一次又一次等待
其实都还算愉快
除此之外非常遗憾
你的心我还是打不开
And if you need somebody
我确定我会在
不会走开
So Goodbye晚安
舍不得看你觉得不自在
It’s alright,I’m fine
看起来这故事会写不完
很多差一点你没有发现
你只认识我的现在
不管你留下或走开
I’m gonna stay for a while
除此之外我要你明白
你的笑我真是喜欢看
于是我一次又一次等待
其实都还算愉快
除此之外非常遗憾
你的心我还是打不开
And if you need somebody
我确定我会在
除此之外我还在等待
你的心将为我敞开
But if you need somebody
你知道我会
不会走开

10月4日根深蒂固者

2007-11-16T15:29:00.000-08:00

10月4日出生的人只依照自己的方式过！他们看似和蔼可亲又魅力十足，其实却有颗拒绝融化的心。他们重实际、求生存，并因而发展出嘲讽式的想法、敏锐的观察力和黑色的幽默感。
他们喜欢事情平顺地进行，而且必须是顺着他们的心意来进行的。他们总是可以不露痕地指挥别人，具有施展权威手腕。事实上，这是他们天生具有的法禁不住，他们平常看似轻松宽大，仿佛肚里足够撑船，一旦自身的权威受到威胁时，却一点儿也不让步。不管怎样，只要他们能放松心情，就能留给别人愉快、宽容的印象。
今天出生的人拥有异于常人的世界观，不过，每当他们和别人分享想法时，他们的怪异不但不会受到排挤、不被欣赏，甚至还受人喜爱呢！这或许是因为他们喜欢接触人群，并深深随性地肩负起社会责任的结果吧。就这方面来说，他们是名副其实的群居生物，不论是和同性或异性好友之间，都能维持密切的关系。这些人即使是爬上了高位，或尝到了功成名就的美味，也很少会变成势利的小人。
危险对他们来说，具有一股特殊的吸引力。或者应该说，他们看待危险的方式和一般人不一样：他们不把危险当作是危害生命或具有负面影响的事物，反而认为所谓的“危险状况”，都是因为一时的疏忽大意所造成的。所以，不论是爬山、潜水或乘滑翔翼飞行之前，他们都会先上些必要的训练课程。因此虽然他们从事的活动有时候带点冒险成分，但他们都会准备好后才出发，自然也就很少出错了。
这一天出生的人以家人为荣，就算自己没有孩子，通常也会是最有人缘的姑姑、阿姨、伯柏或舅舅，当然也是好先生、好妻子。他们非常擅长交际，但这并不代表他们不喜欢独处，而他们独立工作时的专注表现，便是最好的证明。
今天出生的人共有的难题是：野心不够强烈，又喜欢舒适愉悦地过日子。的确，他们很有品味，对美丽的东西也往往爱不释手。如果他们缺少向前迈进的压力，就得靠些刺激来促使他们更加努力，例如：在工作领域里遭到挫折、排挤，或是有位暴君型的上司，都能够激发出他们的战斗本能。

幸运数字和守护星
10月4日出生的人会受到数字4和天王星的影响。数字4让他们的行事风格独树一格；天王星则象征突然的变迁和无法预测的行动，这些特色都可以在他们身上发现。数字4让人不会见钱眼开，对他们来说，理念与原则比金钱更重要。由于天王星加上了金星的影响，让他们有点神经质，并对性事颇为热中。

健康
今天出生的人不论多么小心，难免还是会发生意外伤害。因为他们老是身陷危险的情况里，地增加意外发生的可能。请特别留意因为跌跤、撞击或意外，而使背部或内脏所受到的伤害。此外，请小心性事，避免因纵欲过度而影响情绪，甚至损害健康。他们经常喜欢尽情享乐，随兴吸烟、喝酒、喝咖啡，可能的话，还是严加控制为妙。

建议
留心勿自满，并为自己设定目标和达成的时间表。注意修身养性，珍惜独处的时光以改善自己。不要停滞不前。

名人
巴斯特基顿(Buster Keaton)美国默片时代演员及导演，以“冷面笑匠”著称，主要作品有《福尔摩斯二世》和《将军》。他同时也是特技演员。
香港偶像影歌星郑伊健，以电影《古惑仔》走红。
美国电影明星却尔登希斯顿(Charlton Heston)，曾主演过多部圣经故事片，如《十诫》、《宾汉》及古装片《尤世英雄》等，被誉为该类型影片最出色的演员。
苏珊莎兰登(Susan Sarandon)美国女星，主要作品有《洛基恐怖片》、《末中和狂花》，并于1995年以《越过死亡线》一片荣获奥斯卡金像奖最佳女主角奖。
日本化学家福井谦一，1981年以开拓性的电子理论荣获诺贝尔化学奖。
西班牙企业家马奇(Juan March)，原是著名的走私客，也是佛朗哥元帅的支持者。

塔罗牌

大秘仪塔罗牌的第4张是“皇帝”，他的力量主要不源是智慧，并以此统治世间万物。皇帝的地位到高无上，他的权威不容质疑。牌面正立时，代表坚强的意志和稳固的能量；当牌面倒立时就表示任性、暴虐和残忍。

静思语

你能感受到地球的运转吗？你听得到星星在歌唱吗？

优点
有品味、擅长交际、幽默冈趣。

缺点
自满、刚愎、有勇无谋。

Link: http://www.114fun.com/birth/10-4.html

美满人生,从何说起?

2007-10-13T17:19:00.000-07:00

i found dis pic from my group pic. its taken when we're in primary sch. its our class photo, look, ALL OF THEM R SO CUTE~! miss dat moment...
i remembered a song from andy lau <<缺陷美>> :

曲罗文欲词林夕

有你和我
仍然記得過去閃亮過
哭什麼都不難過
請伸出兩手然而你知道這個世界有幾何
想得到什麼便會一一得到過

要是長夜從來沒有黑暗那會有月亮
要是故事從來沒有哀傷沒過場那會鼓掌

多得有缺陷美身邊景物越明媚越要習慣無常的天氣
燃燒了你我流星那樣閃過給這世界美麗便已值得歡喜
只因有缺陷美開心短暫亦回味大雨下也能隨心嬉戲
如果美滿人生就如一格內心戲不見半寸眼淚落滿地
怎感動到你

趁你和我巡迴世間到處的路過
找什麼想怎樣過
請張開眼睛隨時攝低你與我愛看的事
得不到什麼至少好好觀光過
(*repeat)

**人生本来就不曾奢望一丝完美,但只要曾看过的,听过的,走过的,都会成为点缀你我天空中的星星,月亮和太阳. 在此衷心感谢曾经在我的天空中划过的流星雨群们,因为有你们,才能让我在这不完美的天空里,找到了永恒的缺陷美~ arigato~

"情谊永志,永志情谊" --水泮G . 藤井树题 ^^

simple jokes...enjoy it~

2007-10-13T07:30:00.000-07:00

this joke r from wat i heard jz nw in de cross talk:

"...我相信大家还小的时候,都很喜欢吃糖吧!小明也一样.
一天,小明向爸爸要钱买糖,爸爸听了,道:'小明,爸爸可以买糖给你吃,但是在这之前你必须回答爸爸的四道问题,爸爸才会让你买糖.第一道,今天早上小明你早餐吃了些什么? 第二道,当太阳下山了以后,有什么东西会挂在天上啊? 第三道,家里有谁在上班啊? 第四道,动物园里最胖的动物是什么? 好了,爸爸现在要上班了,等爸爸下班回来了再听你的答案吧!'说完爸爸就出门了.
这下可把小明给急坏了! 他左思右想,还是找不出答案来,就被吓哭了.他的婆婆看到了感到不忍,便告诉了他答案:'早上你吃了油条与豆浆;太阳下山了以后,天空就有星星与月亮;你爸爸和哥哥在上班;动物园里最胖的动物是黑熊与大象,都记得了吗?'
小明听了,感到雀跃万分,他索性吧答案念得跟歌儿一样:油条与豆浆,星星与月亮,爸爸和哥哥,黑熊与大象!来来回回不断地重复.
到了下午,爸爸下班回来了.小明一股脑儿冲上前去抱住爸爸,道:'爸爸,我终于可以回答您的问题了!我可以去买糖了!'爸爸听了感到非常高兴,心想:这孩子记忆真好,倒不如我逆转问题的次序试他一试.想着,他便问小明:
'当太阳下山了以后,有什么东西会挂在天上啊?'
"油条与豆浆!' 小明答.
'今天早上小明你早餐吃了些什么?'
'星星与月亮!'
'动物园里最胖的动物是什么?'
'爸爸和哥哥!'
'家里有谁在上班啊?'
'黑熊与大象!'
'...' ... ..."

FUNNY rite?? hehe
(P.S. another wan i lazy 2 type d, it's too long, haiz...)

Stay The Same -- Joey Mclntyre

2007-10-12T07:46:00.000-07:00

don't you ever wish
you were someone else
you were meant to be
the way you are exactly
don't you ever say
you don't like the way you are
when you learn to love yourself
you're better off by far
and i hope you always
stay the same
'cause there's nothing about you i would change

i think that you could be
whatever you wanted it to be
if you could realize
all the dreams you have inside
don't be afraid
if you've got something to say
just open up your heart
and let it show you the way

don't you ever wish
you were someone else
you were meant to be
the way you are exactly
don't you ever say
you don't like the way you are
when you learn to love yourself
you're better off by far
and i hope you always stay the same
'cause there's nothing about you i would change

believe in yourself
reach down inside
the love you find will set you free
believe in yourself
you will come alive
have faith in what you do
you'll make it through
ooh...hi...oh-yeah
*don't you ever wish
*you were someone else (oooh-yeah)
you were meant to be
*you were meant to be
the way you are exactly
(ooh...oh)
*don't you ever say
*you don't like the way you are (wow)
*when you learn to love yourself (love yourself)
*you're better off by far
and i hope you always stay the same (*stay the same)
'cause there's nothing about you i would change (*change...)
no there's nothing about you... i would...
change... (don't change)

by joey mclntyre

( luv luv dis song so much since the first time i heard dis song long long time ago...it makes me tink a lot... a lot... =.= )

hmmm... wat shud i post leh??

2007-09-25T23:39:00.000-07:00

hmmm, wat shud i post leh??
many things happened in dis 2 months. kinda lazy 2 post, especially i jz facing de pc jz broken down. so no more pc using in dis coming few months, sigh...
howeva, finally de exam jz finished. not really gud, i dun lk de result. dats coz by my laziness, sigh... til when i will get it serious leh?? haiz... still got 2 months+++ not really a longer period but, dats not enuf 4 me of coz, 2 revise all de syllabus since lower til upper, phew, wat a big stress...
howeva, trial jz over. i shud "restart" again. i shud... den many posts will cum out, soon. ^^

of debit-credit ... =.=

2007-07-14T06:52:00.000-07:00

recently my sis keep asking me at where i used my money. from her, i alwiz not enuf money 2 use, hahaha! she keep ask me n ask me, but i lazy 2 answer her n nw, i'll post my first official ledger at here... (look carefully sis!! hahaha~)

debit:
10 bucks from dad per day
which means dat 1 week i got 70 bucks
1 month raftly got 300 bucks...

til here ppl will suan me:' walau eh! 1 month got 300 bucks??!! do u noe i oni got 3 bucks per day! try 2 tink try 2 tink!! how much i'll get in 1 month??? less than u OK??!!' zZz...

n nw i will show my credit ( great show jz started rite nw...)
credit:
per day: breakfast-- at least 2 bucks
lunch-- 3 til 5 bucks, or dunwan 2 eat
dinner-- 1 til 2 bucks, or more

per week: fuels-- 5 bucks

per month: hp credit-- 30 bucks

others: drinks at shu xuan ( 6 times per week, 1 time 4 3 bucks)
entertainment ( including games, movies, etc) -- 10 +++ bucks la 4 sure
reference books n stationary-- no fixed
( ps. everything stated cums from my own money... no hiding )

so do u tink i'm so rich??? HAHAHA!!!!! =P

greedy minded =.=

2007-07-05T07:47:00.000-07:00

i still remember...
last month i went 2 guan yin temple. after i finished praying i took a tour around de temple. i saw beggars gathered at de door side, seeking 4 mercy from de tourist; sum of them r eldest, sum of them r disable, sum jz around 30-40 years old uncle n auntie... haiz~ i sympathized them, so i gav them coins. after i gav 2 de first 1, de others followed him at de bac, lk a group came 2wards me n wan me gav them money 2... 1 left, others will followed up, lk never ends. how i suppose 2 gav them money? i dun hav enuf coins 2 gav 2 them~ so i jz declined them, n they left, sadly.
how cum ppl will lk dat? those beggars c their frens get de money but not them, they will cum 2 beg from u. they wan wat their frens got. i jz gav 2 those really pitiest, but, others, or all those beggars, they r humans, through they jz de unluckiest among us, but they able 2 change their future, how cum they dun do so? disable wont b de biggest impact in life~! de impact which hurt most is de thought 2 giv up! once a person giv up 2 his life, dats no difference wiv a flesh without soul, rite?

bac 2 2day~
2day is singing competition. our class got 14 participants... (waliu! lotz ya singer from our class huh??!!) every1 acting gud 2day, jz they r a bit nervous when try 2 face wiv judges, haiz, wat a waste~ i was giving comment dat my singing style ( i pick 天堂 from 光良) jz 2 classical, as i pull de vocal til very very long~ u noe? lk very very cheong hei in cantonese, haha~! except dis others jz ok. phew. de result will b released nx week. wateva la, i dun mind. but here i whud lk 2 thx 2 all de supportive msgs from my frens n JIN WEI, thx 2 him 4 picking dis song 4 me, n 1 more is LEE MAO~! thx 4 ur advice! i enjoyed my performance 2day very well, jz lk u said 2 me ( actually i oledi enjoy it since i told u dat i got participate in dis performance kekeke~-- which meansdat ur advice jz crapzzz~! dun beat ME!) howeva i still appreciate it coz i kept tinking 2 ur advice b4 de audition-- ENJOY~! thx ! anyway dat jz a beginning n not really 2 feel happy lk dat... still got long way 2 go~ footprints r more important! ^^

1 day, 1 moment

2007-06-22T07:16:00.000-07:00

24 hours ago-- aiya...still sleeping la... zZz
19 hours ago-- woke up d lo, need 2 go 2 sch d, cant late!!
16 hours ago-- in sch d... having PA, de lesson jz boring, fell asleep d... zZz
14 hours ago-- having 2nd phase breakfast in canteen... dat time so hungry, so bought de economical rice 2 eat
11 hours ago-- oOO!! sch ends... zoom 2 home!!!
9 hours ago-- on9-ing lo... searching de songs 4 my fren...DAMN! de computer progressing damn slow!! ToT
7 hours ago-- having physic tutor... 2day late 2 tuition class again
6 hours ago-- jz after tuition, on de way 2 shu xuan 2 poison books!! wakakaka~
5 hours ago-- DE GOLDEN MOMENT OF 2DAY; I MET WIV THENG KUANG( sry no offend) !!!! long time no c d, since he jz flied 2 aussie 1 year+++ ago... n nw he's having his winter hols...hahaha!!! we wanna having a gud chat but he gonna leave since he was busy at dat time...nvm, we'll meet again!! ^^
4.30 hours ago-- cant memorize all de facts from silberberg...ARGH!! m i 2 excited?? hey hey you wei, dun u kinda sober while facing any big stories?? how cum dis time can b lost focus lk dis?? hmmm, m i too excited?? coz y?? hmmm let me analyze: 30% came from met wiv old frens, 30% came from a bit famishing, 30% came from i got poor memory, de 10% percentage left, coz of other facts la, aiks... nvm, going bac soon, dun worry...
3.30 til 30 mins ago-- discussing wiv my mui... GAMBATEH MUI!! SURE WIN!!
25 mins ago-- said tata 2 my mui lo...
20 mins ago-- chattin lo
15 mins ago-- surfing website lo...looking 4 updates...
10 mins ago-- writin dis blog lo
5 mins ago-- writin dis blog lo
1 mins ago-- I OLEDI TOLD U I'M WRITIN BLOG!!
nw-- recalling bac de pathways of 2day
nw-- a bit sleepy

BUT

60 seconds over--
60 mins over--
12 hours over--
24 hours over...

WAT WILL U DO???! ^^

Bac 2 Sch... T.T

2007-06-12T06:55:00.000-07:00

Sch reopened ytd. Everyone came bac 2 sch. Got nth 2 do, except waiting 4 results... aiks, dis time gai liao... every1's result dropping, nx time mz put more effort liao, cant siao siao during trial.

GAMBATEH YOU WEI!!!

hehehe...

My first tag...Being Tagged By Put~zZz

2007-06-09T18:09:00.000-07:00

Being tagged last nite. zZz... Well, I will do my best...

Layer One: On De Outside
Name: Hoy You Wei (no problem wiv dis gua...)
D.O.B: 4th of Oct year 1988
Current Status: S&A la...
Eyes' Colour: black,but mostly brown (an asian shud b lk dat)
Hair Colour: black...cant dye it since i'm in form 6
Righty or Lefty: none of them, coz both hands i oso can use,wiv specific purposes

Layer Two: On De Inside
Your Heritage: Malaysian Born Chinese
Your Fears: when I lost my confidence
Your Weaknesses: HAHA! no doubt. 'weakness' in plural form, which means dat can listed out: LAZINESS, LATE KING(alwiz 1), ARROGANCE, PERSISTENT,4GETFUL,CURIOSITY,MY MOUTH(which is sources of all de evil stuffs),ZZZ...
Your Perfect Pizza: I seldom eat pizza wan... er, probably I will choose 4 pizza without cheese wan...I DISLK CHEESE!!!

Layer Three: Yesterday,Today,Tomorrow
Your Thoughts First Waking Up: DAMN! sum1 jz shut de alarm clock up!
Your Bedtime: er... 12 while sch days, mayb 1 or 2 while weekend or holidays.
Your Most Missed Memory: hmmm, de moments when I can feel de "feel", no matter in urban, forest, seaside, house, or alone, or in groups.

Layer Four: Your Picks
Pepsi or Coke: both oso lk, but 4 thirsty purpose, I prefer mineral water =P
McDonald's or Burger King: I never tried 4 Burger King b4 wor... so I will choose 4 McD la
Single or Group Dates: both oso can, depending de mood n feel
Adidas or Nike: I prefer Nike, kekekekez
Tea or Nestea: wateva la, got wat drink wat, dun hiam
Chocolate or Vanilla: I luv Choco... YAM YAM~!
Cappucino or Coffee: I dislk coffee, but I seldom drink cappucino oso, zZz (but i luv LaTte~!)

Layer Five: Do You...
Smoke: definately not! I hate smoke, but frens leh, permitted wiv conditions applied; mz smoke at opened air space, mz not face 2 me,...
Curse: I got ler, if "walao eh" is a curse +.+'
Take a Shower: Sure I will! especially in hot days~
Think You've Been In Love: 1 day will
Go To Sch: hey~! I'm gud student wat, lolz...
Want To Get Married: after everything has fine, I tink around 30 gua...
Believe In Yourself: I alwiz blieve 2 myself, but when de time I lost my confidence, its hard 2 recover, n it definately wont coz by single method, but every bad moments I met b4 came 2gether, makes me fall in2 darkness...(looks lk very serious huh??zZz)
Think You're Health Freak: of coz not!! I got daily sneezing, easy catch a cold, headache+fever(mostly cum in same time), gastric, indigestion(especially b4 de exam, alwiz kena wan), injuries of my backbones... but i'm still in pink of health, so no worries! kekekeke... =P

Layer Six: In The Past Month
Drank Alcohol: WONT! 1 of de "NO" in my life. (but excluding de wine or food wiv wine cooked)
Eaten Sushi: yup, brought from stall downstairs during pasar malam
Dyed Your Hair: never tried dis b4... hair so short dye 4 wat leh?? haiz...

Layer Seven: Have You Even...
Played A Stripping Game: aiyo, kena 4 N times d lo, sien lo, everytime I oso kena wan... zZz
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: er... as smart as Sinichi Kudo, as justified as 包公, as determinant as Naruto,as... stop day-dreaming la! I tink I prefer being myself, but I shud learn from them, instead of improving myself...mostly being ourselves is betta, in learn from others everytime 2 suit de conditions required.

Layer Eight: Age
You're Hoping To Be Married: kindly refer to upstairs la...
For a: simple n more perfect life la... everyday can kiss my wife b4 go out 2 work, can fetch my children 2 sch, can focus more 2 my career, can having a dinner wiv my family after working, at nite can share my time wiv my family members... simple rite?

Layer Nine: In A Girl/Guy
Best Eye Colour:
Best Hair Colour:
Long Hair or Short Hair:
(I dun mind wats de colour of eyes, hair or even long hair or short hair, no matter wat he/she looks, as long as its nice, looks natural n suit 2 him/her can d.but 4 gals, de hair dun wan as short as GI la of coz, zZzzz finished de 3 questions above in 1 sentence)

Layer Ten: What Were You Doing
1 Min Ago: drink sum water, very thirsty
I Hour Ago: having my lunch lo, eat my peanuts lo, watching TV lo, on9 lo, completing dis tag lo...
4.5 Hours Ago: having tuition class at WOO lo, listening mp3 while he was teaching infront, crap wiv my frens lo
1 Month Ago: OMG!!!!!!!!!! EXAM!!!!!!!!! gai la gai la gai la... die liao la die liao la die liao la... never touch my books yet!!! need 2 go where 2 study ar??? die liao la die liao la~
+.+
1 Year Ago: fresh meat in form 6... still blur blur 2 my future...still honeymoon mood ler... n feel "swt" dat meet my "kae mak"( ppl called wan)... again

Layer Eleven: Finish The Sentence
I Love: everyone dat shud b loved n care wiv... I luv 2 b a photographer!! coz I blieve dat de photographer is de 1 will giv de happiness 2 de person in photo, not de person bhind him/her. zZz
I Feel: replete nw... coz jz finished eating dinner... OMG!! stomache getting bigger nw!! need 2 kam fei (cantonese) liao... zZz but sleep first =P
I Hate: ppl who dunno how 2 respect de humanity!! I'm anti-annoying oso, who disturb me from mornig til nite... Cant 4giv dat!!!
I hide: my thoughts n true feelings... luv 2 b mystery n unpredictable person =.=
I miss: my form 5 life... or de form 6 life dat will end soon...
I need: restrict 2 LAZINESS!!! no cure d... haiz...

Layer Twelve: Tag Five People

Kean Hwa (is U!!!!! I wanna tag U!!! wakakakaka~)
Xu Wen ( I wondered wats rolling in my twin's mind)
Chong Wei
Cheng Kee
Yee Sheng ( U r free d ma~ so ma let U exercise lo~ ^^)

(I greedy a bit i wanna tag 4 another 5 ppl more:)

Sing Yong
Christine Mooi
Ter Yi
Wai Che
Kah Boon

De 10 ppl above, after receiving de "angpau" from me, enjoy urselves la ^^

A "Brilliant" Opponent + A "Yeah" Uncle

2007-06-08T07:33:00.000-07:00

De war between me n virus in com oledi fell in2 forth days. My Local D was attacked by viruses few days ago. All my antiviruses system cant b used. My com ran in damn low space. Which means dat, my com functioned very very very slow... zZz... Even my frens oso cant stand wiv it~

"Waliu! Ur com such slow u still eh tong ar?" they said.
" O, I fell asleep while I wait lo.Then when I woke up I saw de new event, I click on it den I continue 2 sleep lo," I replied.

... ...

Bac 2 de main topic 2day. 2day i tried 2 search sum antivirus programmes 2 download it in2 my com.I surf 4 Download.com, den i search 4 de antivirus programme by search bar. (wanna noe de reason eh refer bac 2 second sentence first paragraph) When I finished key in de word 'antivirus' den i click enter. Suddenly de webpage window jz closed! I shocked, but soon i get bac 2 normal n started 2 open a new window n surf 4 Download.com again. I repeated de steps jz nw n click enter again. "Poof" de window closed again! Weird! Nvm, I told myself, again, i search 4 antivirus thru google. Once i click enter, de window... dun need 2 mention again la coz u all noe d wat will happen nx. Jesus! Wats wrong 2 de com 2day? How can dis happening? I tried 2 open other website n testing, they all functioned very well,but since i came bac 2 search 4 antivirus, de window popped out again. Lolz, last time those viruses terminated all de actions i took thru de antivirus n my antivirus all cant b used as usual. Aiks. BRILLIANT, dats de oni word dat i can describe my opponents, dats viruses in my com on dat time, kakakakaz. =P But finally, de antivirus still been downloaded n installed successfully coz I install in another hard drive which free from viruses. N nw, my com cum bac 2 work as usual, no more disturbance from "LOW DISK SPACE" ballon. Yipee~

Jz nw I accompanied my sis went 2 Gurney Drive hawker stall 2 hav supper. We called 4 Asam Laksa n Fried Oyster. When we called 4 drinks, de uncle asked,

"any drinks U want?"

"Errr..."

"We got..." De uncle started 2 list out wat he had memorized:" Ang Tau Sheng Si Gua Teng Leng Geng Jian Dui...(bla bla bla)... N drinks(since me n my sis still wait 4 him 2 list out all wat he got) we got Qiam Jiap Apple Juice Pappo Kam Jiak...( bla bla bla again coz I even cant catch any drinks follow up nx coz de way he list out was too fast)We 4got 2 clap our hands n yell "bravo" coz our brain still covered wiv a white clothes, n we tried 2 call us bac 2 reality since we found dat we cant took it even longer.

"Uncle," My sis said." I want Si Gua Teng." Den de uncle looked at me, I shaked my hands n de uncle caught wat i meant n jz left from us. Few minutes later, I found myself a bit thirsty den I decided 2 call 4 drinks while de uncle took de Si Gua Teng 2 my sis.

"Uncle, er... Got any drinks?" I asked.

"We got Qiam Jiap Apple Kekhwa Leng Geng Papoo..." " Wait wait wait uncle," I said. " U got Tau Jui(soya)?" Dunno y I would called 4 soya mayb coz of I jz remembered 2 drink soya when i cum 2 here everytime. Den, sumth funny happened.

" Tau Jui ar, lu ka ki ki kio la ~! "( which means dat he want us serve ourselves if we wanna called 4 soya) Lolz! O, I jz realised dat they came from different stall.

... ...

"Den uncle ar, I want Kekhwa la." After de uncle left, me n my sis laughed, cant stopped. I jz realised dat dats wat i called "Mistake".

UNCLE, U R YEAH UNCLE!

Dats de stall where owned by dat YEAH uncle...Stall no. 78
Way 2 go uncle!

A scene from Gurney mamak stall there.. Still crowded althrough its oledi 11.30 pm.

One of de attractive signboard there...Woo, APOM~

Fried oyster...

De Soya stall I called 4 drink b4... At stall no.80

Sum Thoughts; Basketball,frenship n photo albums,fulled wiv memories...

2007-06-07T06:37:00.001-07:00

2day...Gonna woke up earlier. After brushed my teeth, "...Oooo,ooo...bcoz of U..." My hp ringing.I walked out 2 de living room 2 answer hp.A missed call,from Kah Wah.
"Looks lk they jz arrived," I thought. "Wei ar, U huh, alwiz need ppl 2 wait 4 U wan..." My dad said. Haha, my dad is lk dat. "Nx time huh, if U still dun wan 2 change dis attitude, U might hard 2 get a job in future wan, bla bla bla..." My dad was rite,but...

"DAD~!! GIV ME A BREAK!" aiks...OS in my mind. =P
After receiving de call, i quickly rushed downstairs 2 de basketball court down my flat. They were at there,waiting 4 me."Aiks, I'm late,again..." (Sry la pal) i tink they get used 2 me d, alwiz b late.
Playing basketball... hmmm, 1 word:"JESUS!!!" My skill bcum even worse compare 2 few months ago... Will it coz of de court covered by those canopies??? dunno~ ^.^||

After de game, we sat down n rest. Nw, I can c, both of us (excluding Hong Yuh coz he's de oni 1 among us we jz noe when secondary) Khay Chuan, Kah Wah, Khay Hoe (KC's younger brother) , Hong Chin ( he's adsent 2day) n me, we oledi noe each other since primary. We go 2 sch 2gether, play 2gether, hw 2gether, suffer during exam 2gether... lotz... Dunno dis memorable period will stay even longer? Dunno we still able 2 meet again after 10 year, 20 years, or even 50 years ( if we havnt 'fly' yet)? Not jz us, ppl around U, try 2 tink, we r lucky dat we able 2 meet 2gether in dis world,among 6000000000+++ (if not mistaken) ppl in dis world, dun U tink dat's hard 2 get?
"ALWIZ CHERISH PPL AROUND U," My frens said. Ya, they r rite. God tried hard 2 tie us up 2gether, me 2 U, U 2 him, him 2 her, actually wat's de purpose He done dis? I blieve dat He jz got 1 thought:
" Relationships between humans able 2 create miracles, coz they r unique." N He, blieves 2 dat unique. ^^
Dis noon, I met wiv an incident dats out of my expectation. A fren, sign in de MSN, n tell me dat not 2 giv up in acedemics. WEIRD, rite? I alwiz met her in sch, n I wont tink dat she is de person who will tell ppl dis kind of thoughts... hmmm, i wondered, den i asked her, lk wat will U expect 2 do wiv.
"Ppl will change, dun we? "She said.

Mayb she's rite.Mayb.

Nite.
I'm still tried 2 cumtomize my blog ( I want my blog nice n useful!!) I search around my com 2 find a suitable pic 4 me 2 decorate my blog. My Computer, I clicked, My Computer>Local D> My Picture. Suddenly I found my photo album, abt my life,my photos, or photos i took b4 ( photos i took more than i'm de person in de photo coz i prefer 2 b a photographer but not de person inside de photo). Actually dats de photos since few months ago, dats after I changed my hp(I use hp 2 take de pic). They r so memorable!!! Got pic wiv camping, Gary Cao Ge Concert, First Aid Course, Canoeing... Nw they jz left inside de albums. They were past tense. Den where is present tense? N where is future tense? He will noe.
Here r sum pics( still got sum I havnt take from frens)

This was de pic I took when form 5...KAS CLHS RULEZ~!

This pic was taken during form 5 class...Hey 5SB4 gangs out there, can U hear me?

These were sum pics from form 6...It shud b remarkable...

This was taken during de camping in sch.

These took when we were having de First Aid Course...Everybody enjoyed it~!

These pic we took after de cross-country run CLHS. Having our lunch at Seoul Garden.Yosh~! Say cheese~!

N lastly,
pic by 2day~!
(sry unable 2 upload)
FRIENDSHIP 4EVER~!

(p.s 1: I able 2 drive my dad's car coz I was P-LICENSE-FREE~!)
(p.s 2: I will upload more abt canoeing soon. ^^)
(p.s 3: Put, I did it as U wan 2 c~: My blog even longer by 2day.)

P-License-Free!!!

2007-06-06T08:59:00.000-07:00

2day... 6th of June year 2007,shud b 1 of de memorable day in my life; Finally i'm P-License-Free~!!! Kinda happie wiv dat, but logically it shudn't b so. NTH WORTH 2 CELEBRATE RITE?? Yup, I tink so.
Watching Spiderman 2 jz nw... suddenly hav a thought... almost same wiv Pete... An hero shudn't hav a life couple rite? haiz... It shudn't b. Mayb dis thought quite selfish.Luv, mayb it shudn't b lk dat,hmmm, wateva, mayb i will change my thoughts 1 day, sumday, tmr, or future. Hope dat i will rewrite dis blog again~! cheer up! ^^

first blog in my life... sick +.+

2007-06-05T05:23:00.000-07:00

ooo~! Finally my first blog jz released!!(btw shud i feel happy with dis?? nth special rite?)
Obviously, I'm not dat kind of blogging maniac(sry ppl out there! I never try 2 offend anyone).But 2day, at here, after i tink wisely, i shud make sum remarks 2 my life b4 i 4get it. RITE? kekeke... =P
SICK!!!! I hate 2 b sick!!! I gonna suffer terriblely since everytime i get sick. 2day, my head seems lk hav a big burden inside. Tiredness, sleepness, fever, all cums out.Even nw I oso unable 2 walk nicely, seems lk de person who get drugs, aiks... 2 hot~!! my body keep sweating. Aiks. Dunno dis time i still need 2 suffer 4 how long... Hope dat i will recover soon la!

I'm sick; My computer jz sick; My fren got homesick... argh!! Everyone oso sick!! >.<'